我是不是該安靜的走開~

i dont know why the out come is always like that,
love, is just not similar to my imagine,
i cant find the way direct to you,
of course, erasing your memory in my mind is rather impossible too.

standing under the rain, my tears are ready to stream out,
and me, is still dont know where shall i go,
calling you much many times with my heart constantly,
and looking for you everywhere crazily.

should i go slightly without inform you,
or staying here with my greatest bravery,
i am confused in choosing the answer,
if i can, i wish everything can be redone.
i asked myself again,
waiting for you unless really want to leave,
waiting for your understanding that what of the love i have given,
it is never of betraying you and always standing beside you.

我不知道為什麼這樣　愛情不是我想像
就是找不到往你的方向　更別說怎麼遺忘

站在雨裡淚水在眼底　不知該往那裡去
心中千萬遍不停呼喚你　不停瘋狂找尋你

我是不是該安靜的走開　還是該勇敢留下來
我也不知道那麼多無奈　可不可以都重來
我是不是該安靜的走開　還是該在這裡等待
等你明白我給你的愛　永遠都不能走開

許願樹單車遊 2009

including a french, max, we had 27 people participated the cycling trip on 18/01/2009. this is the first activity that i organized in 2009. but also, it is the last one of the chinese NewYear. yesterday morning, i woke up at 6:30 and started making three kind of food that i prepared a few days before. when all foods were done, i rushed out home to catch the ferry that departs at 7:30. i have to wake up early because the gathering point is far away from my home. normally, a few people who have signed up will not come in different reasons. therefore, only 27 people attended this time out of the total 33 people who signed up. we gathered at 9:30 at fo tan MTR, the bike store opened at 10:00, awaited the late and took some group photos, finally we started to go at 10:30. the route, fo tan to the tree of hopefulness and the same way go back to fo tan, is about 50km long and 6 hours will be taken to finish it if you keep a slow speed of 10km/hr just like we did. the tree named with hopefulness since plenty of people visited it and asked for help every year. yesterday is really a good day, cool and sunny, is the most suitable climate for outdoor cycling. i shared my food to them for lunch. they said that which of them are delicious so that my afford is worth. when we were going back to fo tan after visited the tree, alan and po got some trouble one after another. both of their rear wheel tire of their bikes were broken. hehe, it was the returns of what they had done which only two guys and god know. after cycling, 12 of us were left and went to have hot-pot for dinner, there is only $68 for 3 hours eating of many kind of food and soft drinks without limited. at last, we all got very full of just costing $75.5 each one. then went back home. today morning, i go to toilet twice within two hours. i think i ate too much yesterday night.