末路~

"ah~~~~~~ ah~~~~~~~" i am crying to the sea standing in front of the cliff. just dont know why my road is always harder to go than others. lots of resistance acted on me occured all the time, all the ways, whatever i had done or going to be done. is there any problems with me? i dont think i am the one belonging to this world because of my personality is too simple and sometimes naive always thinking to have a simple life that has strayed. the reality is that cash is king, repute is queen, simple life does not exist. at least i am fail to find it out.i have given many effort so as to over come all the difficulties which were out of my control. trying to avoid meeting them, i turned my way from road into path. trying to defeat them, i armed to fight back. but the result totally exceeded my anticipation. i am now being repulsed to the cliff named " the edge of hopelessness ". i was told to be happy, but doing is not as easy as saying. i am facing those problems is beyond my ability to solve. i realised that living in hong kong is absolutely better than other countries even in the worst situation here is, so ive accepted all the misfortune and satisfied the former life time which of them should be the contract of the happiness. i do know the sun must be back even how strong the storm is. hopefully the bottom had been seem and all the clouds will be gone then.