for you

for whom

the crisis caused me a financial problem, and also a skin problem. economic depression affects the health of economy; my emotional depression, my skin. a year passed, now i am no longer poor as a begger. eventhough am still a poor guy, i have enough capital and am going to develop my own business which is in order to provide a simple living for you and me. i have confident to have done it as smooth as my skin recovering course. my skin is no good at all. thanks to the crisis, it worsened. happily, they are both over by now. especially of my investment, it gets a little gain too. but it is pity that there is no one who can share with me any longer, the girl of whom i fond have found her own lately...... timing is correct, correct to put me on!! everything i do, i do it for whom......

what you mean to me

i dont want be your brother any longer! i would much rather be the bear! if only i were, my life would be perfect! after seeing the photos your sent me yesterday. what a hard feeling came up. oh, they are showing him holding you in his arm!! in the frist time we met, somehow i was attracted deeply by you. but later you appeared that you didnt fond of me because of your missing for the event and also your promise. it is a long time i havent seen you. even a photo you didnt send me. how deep i miss you! by now, you have sent me four. what do you want to indicate? to show me it is not worth waiting for you or want me to celebrate your matching heartily? sorry, i am afraid i cant. i admit this is my fault that didnt tell you i love you. it was because of my finanical problem which caused me getting nothing beside of debt. how can i tell you the fact!! although now is getting much better, it seems too late...... i was impacted by the crisis and just come out from the worst being recovery. you are so cruel. your email, i would say, is like the hope terminator. you have made me depressed again. what should i say now?! what can i do.....? look into my eyes, you will see what you mean to me. you know its true. everything i do, i do it for you!! ill love you forever and a day!

中國(人)站起來了~

本是大國~何須掘起?五千多年歷史~又何止一個甲子??
在漢唐時期~我國已經是世界第一大國~經濟繁榮~國力強盛~朝鮮當時就是稱中國為大國~為什麼最後會變成被八國欺負的弱國呢?
這得從元朝說起~元軍席捲歐洲~把中國的技術(如四大發明)帶了過去~那邊掀起工業革命~國力不再局限於人少人多~而是科技~
人家將煙火變成大炮~指南針變成航海儀~造紙及印刷術變成平民教科書~更發明蒸汽機~生產力大增~一時間將中國比下去~
明朝實施鎖國政策~科技毫無寸進~開國時用的大炮~二百多年後滅亡時用的仍是那支~學術亦無進展~因儒家作怪~貴族念的仍是四書五經~就這樣被外國趕過了~
清炫燁時~中國有過一些起色~版圖大幅增加~是中國第二個黃金百年(第一個是李世民貞觀之治)~外蒙古~新疆~西藏等都是那時納入的~
不過弘歷大興文字獄~又有大貪官和坤~其後鴉片流入~大量白銀流失~維新改革又被保守勢力拉倒~軍費用作興建頤和園~國力一厥不振~導至被瓜分~香港被割讓~
與此同時~日本經過明治改革~脫胎換骨~一下子就把當時中國最先進的北洋艦隊打敗~大獲全勝~就這樣以小欺大~給大塊頭一記耳光~
後來孫中山申亥革命成功~推翻滿清~建立中華民國~可惜這政權又回復貪污腐敗~最終引來日本垂涎~中國人被日本人殘殺數以萬計~直至二次世界大戰結束~
但好景不常~國共內戰馬上就爆發~當時國民黨~共產黨都同時宣稱要給中國民主~給全國人民幸福~果然~幸福不是必然的~國民黨戰敗後帶給台灣民主~也算是一個福氣~
可共產黨奪得中國後又如何~承諾未曾兌現過~卻帶來前所未有的苦難三十年~猜想當時的農民總沒想過~趕走一個爛蘋果~換來的是一個更爛的~一黨專政至今~
以大躍進為例~一堆空泛口號就賠上了三千多萬人民的性命~八九六四學生上街反貪腐被壓了~貪官變得有恃無恐~由初時萬元的貪污案演變成後來每起都上億元~
七八年開始的改革開放令經濟起飛~至今已有兩萬多億美元的外匯儲備~表面看繁榮昌盛~但得益的其實只有少數人~特別是高幹子弟~億元身家的比比皆是~
而他們的風光就是用數億農民的血汗及環境的嚴重破壞換來的~農民土地被奪~強迫罰款~福利~教育及醫療等被忽略~環境被污染了~天然資源被過度開採了~
河水被染成黑色~藍色~黃色~生態被破壞了~愛滋村~癌症村相繼出現~礦難無日無之~毒奶粉及四川地震責任卻不了了之~新聞採訪被禁~人權毫無保障~
這些都是中共六十年來幹的好事~縱使花光兩萬億外儲多幾次恐怕也填補不了我國國土上和人民臉上被劃開的這道傷痕~將來償還時~付出的始終是一班可憐的人民~
人民幣要取代美元成為國際儲備貨幣根本沒可能~中共謊言一個接一個~難以取信於天下此其一~其二是我國產業結構仍以工業加工為主~
試問有那個國家經濟可以長期依賴低工資及毫無節制的資源開採??更甚者~貪官貪得無厭~民怨日深~已成為一個安居樂業的隱患~
中共口口聲聲說以民為本~喝采的同時~可知多少人為此而在挨餓中~多少人缺乏醫療教育~多少動植物需要保護~這樣的形勢下仍大規模慶祝~軍演~值得嗎?
又試問有那個人會不為國家進步而歡呼~只是為一個不公平~不公義~不人道的國度打氣~不就等於在那些被剝削的人們頭上多踩一腳嗎??我不忍心~
暴富的中國人真的站起來了~正正站在自己同胞的頭上~先天下之憂而憂~後天下之樂而樂~看一個人的為人~不是聽他說什麼~而是看他做什麼~這可要好好記住啊~