捨不得你

in last silent friday night, i sat beside a radio to which a programe i rarely listen. it counts down the programe of "中文金曲龍虎榜" every friday when is in exact week playing in some perious years ago. in that night, it was counting down the year of 1995. what a coincident!! in the last 5 minutes, a familiar melody waked me up, the no.1 song of the week is "捨不得你" sung by sammi cheng. it flashed me back...... "回頭再看我的最初 尋尋覓覓活在迷惘......" this is the song that i sang to my gril friend when she was going abroad to begin her study and leave me......"我捨不得你 無奈你要創造未來 共你普普通通的去愛... 願你找到心中最深刻的愛 永不更改 全心我祝福你." all is 14 years ago and i have never seen her again. am i still missing her......?

招親~

i have just seen a news saying that a interview is held by a marriage agency in shenzheng. thousands of girls went to the interview to fight for a chance, which is a ticket that the holder can join a party with 13 rich men who are aged 33-45 and have at least 10 million dollar of asset. in addition, all the girls are graduated or above and aged around middle twenty. finally, only 5 girls will get the ticket among them. what does the event suggest? some of the girls said they would like to have a comfortable living, so went to the interview looking for luck. in our country, i must say, the importance of money is more than everything, isnt it?
i used to living in my own ideal world, which is a worriless place full of happiness. however, after seeing the news. i am disappointed that what the simple life is all the bullshit!! the reality is "money is the king, and i will never be the king of money." no wonder i am still single as the life that i am searching for only existed in story books, and my girl also.

for you

for whom

the crisis caused me a financial problem, and also a skin problem. economic depression affects the health of economy; my emotional depression, my skin. a year passed, now i am no longer poor as a begger. eventhough am still a poor guy, i have enough capital and am going to develop my own business which is in order to provide a simple living for you and me. i have confident to have done it as smooth as my skin recovering course. my skin is no good at all. thanks to the crisis, it worsened. happily, they are both over by now. especially of my investment, it gets a little gain too. but it is pity that there is no one who can share with me any longer, the girl of whom i fond have found her own lately...... timing is correct, correct to put me on!! everything i do, i do it for whom......

what you mean to me

i dont want be your brother any longer! i would much rather be the bear! if only i were, my life would be perfect! after seeing the photos your sent me yesterday. what a hard feeling came up. oh, they are showing him holding you in his arm!! in the frist time we met, somehow i was attracted deeply by you. but later you appeared that you didnt fond of me because of your missing for the event and also your promise. it is a long time i havent seen you. even a photo you didnt send me. how deep i miss you! by now, you have sent me four. what do you want to indicate? to show me it is not worth waiting for you or want me to celebrate your matching heartily? sorry, i am afraid i cant. i admit this is my fault that didnt tell you i love you. it was because of my finanical problem which caused me getting nothing beside of debt. how can i tell you the fact!! although now is getting much better, it seems too late...... i was impacted by the crisis and just come out from the worst being recovery. you are so cruel. your email, i would say, is like the hope terminator. you have made me depressed again. what should i say now?! what can i do.....? look into my eyes, you will see what you mean to me. you know its true. everything i do, i do it for you!! ill love you forever and a day!

中國(人)站起來了~

本是大國~何須掘起?五千多年歷史~又何止一個甲子??
在漢唐時期~我國已經是世界第一大國~經濟繁榮~國力強盛~朝鮮當時就是稱中國為大國~為什麼最後會變成被八國欺負的弱國呢?
這得從元朝說起~元軍席捲歐洲~把中國的技術(如四大發明)帶了過去~那邊掀起工業革命~國力不再局限於人少人多~而是科技~
人家將煙火變成大炮~指南針變成航海儀~造紙及印刷術變成平民教科書~更發明蒸汽機~生產力大增~一時間將中國比下去~
明朝實施鎖國政策~科技毫無寸進~開國時用的大炮~二百多年後滅亡時用的仍是那支~學術亦無進展~因儒家作怪~貴族念的仍是四書五經~就這樣被外國趕過了~
清炫燁時~中國有過一些起色~版圖大幅增加~是中國第二個黃金百年(第一個是李世民貞觀之治)~外蒙古~新疆~西藏等都是那時納入的~
不過弘歷大興文字獄~又有大貪官和坤~其後鴉片流入~大量白銀流失~維新改革又被保守勢力拉倒~軍費用作興建頤和園~國力一厥不振~導至被瓜分~香港被割讓~
與此同時~日本經過明治改革~脫胎換骨~一下子就把當時中國最先進的北洋艦隊打敗~大獲全勝~就這樣以小欺大~給大塊頭一記耳光~
後來孫中山申亥革命成功~推翻滿清~建立中華民國~可惜這政權又回復貪污腐敗~最終引來日本垂涎~中國人被日本人殘殺數以萬計~直至二次世界大戰結束~
但好景不常~國共內戰馬上就爆發~當時國民黨~共產黨都同時宣稱要給中國民主~給全國人民幸福~果然~幸福不是必然的~國民黨戰敗後帶給台灣民主~也算是一個福氣~
可共產黨奪得中國後又如何~承諾未曾兌現過~卻帶來前所未有的苦難三十年~猜想當時的農民總沒想過~趕走一個爛蘋果~換來的是一個更爛的~一黨專政至今~
以大躍進為例~一堆空泛口號就賠上了三千多萬人民的性命~八九六四學生上街反貪腐被壓了~貪官變得有恃無恐~由初時萬元的貪污案演變成後來每起都上億元~
七八年開始的改革開放令經濟起飛~至今已有兩萬多億美元的外匯儲備~表面看繁榮昌盛~但得益的其實只有少數人~特別是高幹子弟~億元身家的比比皆是~
而他們的風光就是用數億農民的血汗及環境的嚴重破壞換來的~農民土地被奪~強迫罰款~福利~教育及醫療等被忽略~環境被污染了~天然資源被過度開採了~
河水被染成黑色~藍色~黃色~生態被破壞了~愛滋村~癌症村相繼出現~礦難無日無之~毒奶粉及四川地震責任卻不了了之~新聞採訪被禁~人權毫無保障~
這些都是中共六十年來幹的好事~縱使花光兩萬億外儲多幾次恐怕也填補不了我國國土上和人民臉上被劃開的這道傷痕~將來償還時~付出的始終是一班可憐的人民~
人民幣要取代美元成為國際儲備貨幣根本沒可能~中共謊言一個接一個~難以取信於天下此其一~其二是我國產業結構仍以工業加工為主~
試問有那個國家經濟可以長期依賴低工資及毫無節制的資源開採??更甚者~貪官貪得無厭~民怨日深~已成為一個安居樂業的隱患~
中共口口聲聲說以民為本~喝采的同時~可知多少人為此而在挨餓中~多少人缺乏醫療教育~多少動植物需要保護~這樣的形勢下仍大規模慶祝~軍演~值得嗎?
又試問有那個人會不為國家進步而歡呼~只是為一個不公平~不公義~不人道的國度打氣~不就等於在那些被剝削的人們頭上多踩一腳嗎??我不忍心~
暴富的中國人真的站起來了~正正站在自己同胞的頭上~先天下之憂而憂~後天下之樂而樂~看一個人的為人~不是聽他說什麼~而是看他做什麼~這可要好好記住啊~

inflation

今日教大家三個字~ inflation, inflation, inflation.
今時今日連通脹這個都不懂會被人家笑的~ 全世界大印鈔票~通脹很快重來~大約在下年中~股市已把通脹預期炒了好一段日子~稍後發現不見其蹤~加上美歐失業業
高企及消費疲弱~經濟仍難談得上復甦~股市自然要反映現實~資金回流債市~美元反彈~股市將出現調整~
通脹就是通貨膨脹~即鈔票流通量增加~一般來說鈔票不過隨便增加的~因會做成貶值~但美國很不負責任~
先看看1933年金本位時一安士黃金兌一美元~現在卻要一千美元了~貶值之巨可想而知~超過99.9%~美國就是這樣一個無恥的經濟掠奪國~
不停印鈔四處消費買資產~人家就承擔貶值惡果~可惡極了~回說通脹~當鈔票存入銀行~銀行貸出~形成信貸~加劇通脹~而當這些資金增速大大超前資產供應量時~
物價就會上升~股票~黃金~樓房等都是資產~後市如何走~自己想想吧~

im now teaching you three words~ inflation, inflation, inflation.
people will laugh at you if you still dont know the word that is just as common as apple! all countries increasing money supply means inflation
will be back by the middle of next year. you may find the economic data are not so good - higher rate of unemployment and lower of expenditure
are both in the us and eu - and inflation doesnt exist, but the markets have already priced in of the inflation coming back prospect.
price all back to nature and adjustment occur when capital go to bond market from stock and the us dollar rise.
normally, no benefit can be made after increasing money supply because of depreciation comes up in the same time. it is so mean of the us robbing other countries
of eonomic harvests by depreciating the us dollar after buying assets in those countries. the us dollar holders lose over 99.9% value within 76years since now you need
us$1000 to buy 1oz. gold rather than that only us$1 when there is in the stage of gold standard in 1933. what a poor country!
people save money in banks, banks credit them to people. this cycle makes inflation much more serious. finally, the capitals increasing rate much faster
than the fix assets, price of real estate raise~ stock, gold and property etc. are real estate. what direction will they go ??

cycling trip on 9/9/09

i remembered what is the feeling of nearly to be dead. it is because i went cycling on LanTau Island last wednesday. the original plan is planed frist to go Tung Chung from Mui Wo, then to Tai O via Sham Wat, finally back to mui wo. dont know why whether the climate was too bad or i didnt have enough sleep yesterday noght. i felt extremely exhausted during the trip after passing thought tung chung road, which is a very,very long and steep road, and i was burned my arms when was climbing up this road too. with so much afford, i arrived tung chung at about 11:30. then i set off to tai o without rest because it seemed goint to be rain. on the way, i felt my legs out of control, so i found somewhere having my lunch and seeing the planes taking off. at about 12;30, i was at sham wat and decided to go back. i couldnt go to tai o because i had lost most of my energy at that moment as i knew. but sham wat is a 1,200M long slope with 1:6 gradient. the rest of energy was totally used in an hour for climbing to the top. in the mean time, my shoes were broken too. oh god! things are always being like that. though really so tired, the road i had to finish by myself. i realised that my bike is such heavy i have never thought when walking it up slopes on the way back. i run out of my stamina and finally backed to mui wo peir. my legs, my arms, even my mouth had no more power to do anything. it is a horrible experient indeed.

does china indicate the trend going~

in the past few months, china market led the global market rebounding from the bottom of financial cirsis. nonetheless, it reached the top a month ago and then came down sharply with about 20% off till now. as the result, HK has dropped a bit to response. on the conntrary, US has rised up and broken thought in this period. whats going on with them. they are doing the opposite. to me, i may concentrate hk market because it is the place where there is no limit with the capital flow in and out. even though i think the capitals in hk have not retreated yet, and the hsi will soonly break the yearly high, china markets drop must be a great warming to me - the adjustment is not far away! what will be the trigger making the bull market into the adjustment? maybe the capitalists finding that the companies are not growth as good enough as they expected than the market have done. btw, before they are seriously beware of the problem. we may enjoy the happiness of the last mile. i prefer hsi will hit 23,500 in short time, and then...... good luck to you !!

傻痴痴

若你發覺我時常傻癡癡
望著你半醉半癡不懂說話等你示意
可會知你就是 像天邊一個仙子

若你愛上我這傻頭小子
活像你影子每天隱約乍現不遠處
是我想你將我重視 誰是最愛沒懷疑

相識當天心裡熱情已經開始
求求你珍惜此番心意 它多采多姿
柔情如青空輾轉飄過動人我的歌聲
將你心悄悄灌醉甜蜜似詩

請明瞭 我心癡 情像是怒海翻波不是漣漪
每晚都跟你夢中輕私語
言無盡 將不會停止

請明瞭 我心癡 能日後地老天荒因為傻開始
無掩飾只因我願對你真摯
愛我嗎 耐心等你願意

thought of my father one day~

last sunday, after hiking on HK island, i walked around in causeway bay where i had dinner with fds at night. during the time gap, i walked alone on the street. when i was walking in front of a book shop, i found that there were many student buying text books inside. i stoped my steps and had a thought. i was reminded that now is in summer holiday that they should have to buy text books for the new term. while the sence was playing in my mind, i suddenly thought of my father, but he had gone. when i was in primary. my father would bring me and my sister, who is less than me one year, to buy text books and shoes on HK island. it is hard to forget because we lived far away and seldom to go to HK. i have still remember the first time that he brought us to Mc to have my first taste of hambuger. we were poor, so i just got half of it. and i knew that it was the cheapest one when had grew up. though it was only a half of original hambuger, i felt so excited at that time. all that will never be replayed, so i would treasure my every moment as i can.

an event on 02/08/2009~

yesterday 2/8/09, there were 5 persons participated the trip which was to go to visit some old village in the north eastern part of hk. wow, i find that yesterday was the hottest day, which was up to 37C in somewhere, in this year. we started hiking at noon. it was so hot and humid a day. though the way is flat and the pace slow, we still took many times of breaks in each short distance, especially we stayed where there is a stream and trees shadow. we had paid a bit afford, got for our meal and a rest a old village which is nearby sea. there are some special plants - a hollow tree and a few very big vines. after seeing that, we started back going. the weather was truly terrible. 3 among of us felt sick. therefore we could only keep walking with a turtle speed. and an hour later, one of the sick participants couldnt stand the bad weather anymore and stoped to vomit. so we had to take a long rest there for an hour. fortunately, he felt better afterwards. we finally ended at about 6 and was over more an hour than my designed time.

27/07/09......

i am really disappointed that there were many rainy day on weekends recently. many hiking activities which i hold were postponed by the bad weather. i havnt seen my friends for a long time. i hope it will be a sunny day of the coming sunday. looking forward to seeing you all again. this time i planned a hike lasts from day to night. in day trip, i am first to go to the north western part of H.K.. there are some old villages in which are not many people living. but on the weekend are quite crowded because a popular place for hiking. the day trip will be ended at about 17:00. after dinner, continues the night trip. there is a good place to see fireworms which can only be found in summer. i havnt seen them before, so i will be very excited when i can find them. overall, everything depends on the weather; not me.

5

a secret from 1995~ ^^when i was 17 yrs old. i had a very stupid mind that had thought i needn't to have a life longer than 30. why did i have that mind? it is because i beleived that all the wonder and the fantasy will only happen before 30 and a boring life time will come afterwards. i am now 31. i proved that what a fool i was. the world, which i live, has been changed to be more and more beautiful than i had thought. it is growing up with me. and i love it so much. maybe sometimes it is no heart and creul, but i realize that those are just contrast with how good my life is going on~ tomorrow will be better than ever~
1/2 recovery~ ^^i have half recovered from the finanical crisis. in the past year, i was hurt so much, not beacuse of losing all the money, but because of the side-effect of losing them. though always thinking about that money is not vital importance; love is. i was still being depressed during that period. i lost more than a million in only a few months, meanwhile, got a debt also over a million. later, i was dismissed from my job because i have an argument with my working partners. and...... i had nothing on hand, included had not any courage to love anyone, basically, to develop my own family. all of my dreams were broken in the minute...... however unfortunate i was, it seemed past. in the recent months, thanks a lot to the global markets' rebound, i am now not a negative equity anymore. although i've just got back a little than the loss, i feel so happy and free since i finally learnt so much and overcame the cirisis. at the worst while, maybe it is just small change of somebody, but it's the total for me. my life have been changed over by losing them. in the future. i hope that HSI goes to around 21,000pts., then i may cash all the stocks and possibly get back enough captial to open a small shop for selling food. it is the first step for my simple life.
will i certainly find you~ ^^nowaday, i do not doubt that money is very important. it is used to buy food, house and needs. most of people who living in town chase all the time to become the rich in order to satisfy themselves more than everything. eventually they ignore their health and families, sometimes lose their life. for me, i won't put money in too high priority. there are too many things should be treasured by us rather than be rich men, and never be counted by money; by our heart. but the reality tells me that i am completely wrong - i am still alone. when will i find my ture love's care and support which they are my desires to have. maybe she is somewhere, far away from me or just close behind me; all is arranged by destiny. unless there is a miracle, it won't be come ture. i can't find myself anything which is worthy of a girl to love. just can't believe if there is someone loves me...... can only wish upon a star~
my dear~ ^^have you ever seen someone who is you love at first sight? if you haven't got yet. don't panic! it means the one haven't appeared at present, but you will certainly find her/him in one day. for me, i will say that it is amazing. when i first met her. i was deeply attracted by her - her face, her smile and everything she said. it is really unforgetable when i reached for her hand. she is so attractive a girl i have ever seen that has embedded somewhere in my mind. she is too beautiful for me to love, so i can only love her in my imagine since i know that i would never be the one she wanted. but i would like be a guardian angel to protect her if she needed. bless her has a good life...... i would like to know what will you do when someone says "i love you" to you? it was about two decade ago when i was studing in form 1. a girl asked me if i would like to be her boyfriend. though it was long ago, i am now still remember that the moment i refused her because i didn't love her and had liked another girl. today, they are both married, and i...... haha, time is flying with no doubts, every thing likes just happened......
mother's love~ ^^some say mother's love is the greatest love in the world. i quite agree with them. some days before, i saw a news on a newspaper. it said that during a couple disputing with each other. the husband lost his mind, and then picked up a pair of scissors to stab at their daughter. the wife quickly hugged her tight to protect her. therefore her body was stabbed more than 30 times hits by the crazy husband. she was finally sent to hospital and situated seriously. she have done a example to prove that how great of mother's love is. i can also find the same love from my mother. i know that she loves her children very much. so i have to take the responsibility to look after her after my father died in 2000. she is really a good mother, but too stupid. she often ignore our advice, sometimes doing things opposite of them in purpose too. my mother is now about 60 years old. she was born in mainland china. my grandma told me that when my mother was 5, japanese invaded china, so as to avoid the japanese's attack. my grandfa moved to cheung chau to settle down first, my grandma brought her and her elder sister ran after, then they have been living here for over 50 years.

WISHES 自唱~自製MV~

I looked in the sky and there I saw a star shining so bright above
and I closed my eyes then wished upon the star that I would find true love
Someone who needed me Someone to share my life
For a love that would be true I would wait for forever

So...no...matter how long it may be I will be waiting
One star-brighter than the others Two Hearts-beating for each other
I believe wishes really come true

Love at first sight I knew it from the moment when you said hello
I hoped you felt it too, but we were both so shy-how was I to know
When you reached for my hand I knew you were the one
We laughed and talked for hours like I'd known you forever

Like...a...dream or something from a book True love has found me
One star-brighter than the others Two Hearts-beating for each other
Now I see wishes really come true

You just have to dream
Nothing's as bad as it seems to be...believe me
Someone's waiting for you to try There in the sky
One star-brighter than the others Two Hearts-beating for each other
You will see wishes really come true You can't stop believing-wishes do come true
You gotta believe me wishes do come true

Sell in May~ Buy in June~

selling in May and you were just being played~

buying in June and you'll be a crab very soon~

支持位~

年月份	低點	tanθ(θ)
12/1983(0)	1894(0)	0()
08/1998(128)	6544(4650)	36.328()
04/2003(172)	8331(6437)	37.424()
10/2008(250)	10676(8782)	35.128()

♥ 六四的真相 ♥ ....... 毛主席親撰--絕密公開

以下內容涉及高度國家機密~
由於內容敏感~必須讓兒童獨自閱讀~嚴禁家長指引~

毛主席親撰原文如下~

關於外界一直對⌈六四活動⌋有所誤解~本人作為國家主席~特撰此文以澄清之:
(一) 學生當時的確是有外國勢力支持~這些外國勢力包括:火星國~金星國~水星國等~此等賊子想入侵地球~而第一個要對付的就是我們國家~最初賊子們想賄賂我們官員~但發覺我們官員異常清廉~不得要領下只好勾結學生~發動政變~為保衛地球及國家安全~清場是必要的~最近國家更派遣神州太空船去搜集證據~公道自在人心~
(二) 有人質疑老趙是被軟禁的~其實不然~他是承襲傳統而已~當日老趙探望學生完畢~在回程中途~他的手下替他⌈黃袍加身⌋~及後在自家大廳稱帝~割據一方~勢力更迅速擴展至客廳~飯廳及後花園~中央官兵都不敢進範~只好派兵包圍~
(三) 相信大家都有讀過⌈楊修之死⌋了~李狗鵬就是現代版楊修~話說當晚小平同志廚子說了一聲:⌈開火!⌋原本只打算吃一個公仔面作夜宵~不料手下李狗鵬竟自作聰明~自作主張將⌈開火!⌋當成軍令下達~一切誤會亦因此而起~
(四) 本主席承認軍隊是有開過槍的~但肯定沒有因此而造成死亡個案~原因很簡單~國家一向重視質量~子彈都是由優等豆腐精製而成~嫩滑無比~君不見四川之學校建築的一脈相承嗎~一震就散~試問這樣的豆腐能殺人麼~根據醫院的入院紀錄~死者們都是因無故過度興奮致內外出血不止而死的~與槍彈無關~
(五) 傳聞有學生被坦克車壓成肉餅~但當地農場證實~當晚有失豬事件發生~而走失數目竟與廣場上肉餅數目不謀而合~相信答案很清楚了~人又怎會不怕死擋著坦克車呢~路遙知馬力解釋得很好~本主席甚為賞識~已提升其為近身~現在還有些空缺~歡迎合資格人仕自薦~
(六) 廣場適時關燈~主要是配合國家環保政策~亦方便民眾欣賞特為慶祝和平清場的煙火匯演~⌈六四活動⌋亦隨著一連串煙火表演聲之後大團圓結局~

相信大家閱畢上述真相及目睹這廿年國家的發展後~會對國家有更深入了解~真相是越辨越明的~不要問~只要信~毛主席萬碎 !!

單車路線圖 - 長洲環島

上圖紅色路線為碼頭前的海傍路及東灣路~此兩段路在星期六下午及紅色假期是單車禁區~不可踩單車~來往長洲兩邊只能靠中間的新興街~
黃點是租單車的鋪頭~有數間~ 藍色為墳場~ 青色是斜路~ 紫色是路線~
全長12公里~ 難度屬中高~
要留意~西灣碼頭上山的一段斜路~大約50米~是不准踩單車的~大家要下車推啊~

單車路線圖- 環港島~上山頂~

此路線大約需要5小時~全馬路~新手不宜~

先從天星碼頭出發~沿馬路至警察俱樂部~之後一段為行人路~直至銅鑼灣消防局~

銅鑼灣消防局前開始回到馬路~按圖中路線轉出英皇道電車路~沿電車路至柴灣上柴灣道~

落柴灣道左轉入環翠道~沿歌連神角道上~至頂左轉石澳道去石澳~到石澳後原路回來~之後左轉落大潭道落大潭水塘~

大潭道盡頭接赤柱狹道再接淺水灣道~

淺水灣道一路上接黃泥涌狹道再左轉上司徒拔道~ 回程為紅色路段~

司徒拔道接甘道再左接山頂道直達山頂廣場~ 回程為紅色路段再接回上圖~
經南風道右轉落香港仔~至石排灣道及薄扶林道交界左轉入域多利道至堅尼地城~至此可沿電車路或皇后大道踩至維園旁的興發街至銅鑼灣消防局~

GO~~~~

i have found my own way~ i have got my own plan~
i am going to fulfill them~
GOGOGO~~~~
and say happy birthday to myself a few days after ! ^^

22-03-08~

i am so glad to say that there were over twenty people participated the BBQ & hiking activity yesterday. we BBQed at first. it was hold successfully,BBQ especially. it was because some beauties had gone before the hiking started. what do you think $50 can be used to buy nowaday? the answer is that it can be used to buy a ticket for an entry of a rich of fun and food BBQ party. in the yesterday party, we had too many foods to eat than $50 can be done. it made someone confused that is it an allowance out there(including two marinated chicken i provided and even they were consumed within two minute into two skeletons eventually; they were already counted in the total). in fact, $50 each one is really enough for a normal BBQ party. even i had managed very well for buying the amount of the food; there was still some wasted, sorry. it was not a good day for hiking since it was humid and foggy, but for adventuring. we walked along roads to the peak. at the roadside, we both saw many house for rich and the one of the HK Chief Secretary for Administration. we took a break at the peak then went down from there, and ended at public riding school in pok fu lam.

My avatar 2009~

My avatar 2008~